I haven't felt this nervous in a while.  Until today, I've been totally calm and collected.  Sitting here at work with not much work to speak of, my mind is wandering.  I am excited and scared at the same time.  I am praying so hard that I am pregnant.  I am 14dpiui today and I will not POAS.  Don't get me wrong, I'm dying to know.  But I am just too much of a wuss to test.
OMG tomorrow will be worse than today.  The time between the beta blood work being drawn and THE call will be torture.  I have to stay calm.  Think of other stuff...what's for dinner, which restaurant should I choose for dinner with a BFF on Wednesday, what book should I read next, am I getting sick (sore throat & chills), ahhhhh!!

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